The Day you went away

19.06.09
The day i sent you to LCCT and watched you went up to the escalator my tears started to roll down to my cheek..
i dun dare to look at you as i dun want to see you cry too.
The feeling of the whole morning is just so moody...
and my period hits me at the same day and at the wrong timing which is a minute before he check in...
FUCK!
one of the cashier is having problem in the convenient store while the other indian gal is doing her work slowly.
I got fuck up and threw the sanitary pad at the counter.
2 of the security guards almost came in to stop me for violating in the store.
Bon voyage my love...
the one year we have been together and now is time for us to be apart...
thousands of feelings that i couldn't even urge a word out of my mouth...

Watching you leave and pursue your future i feel happy for you but i feel sad at the same time too.
I dunno when will we meet again..
is this gonna be the last time?
I start wondering and worrying...
Could i sustain this LDR(long distance relationship)??
I have no answer...

What i knew is that you are trying so hard to sustain.
You publish 2 albums which full with my individual photos which makes me almost cried.
I knew you're gonna miss me much there, so do i.

I hope that you find a new and happy life there and achieve your goal successfully.
I will pray hard to God for your success.
Goodbye my love.

Thanks for the one year of happiest memories and care that you have given to me.